I have a persistent habit of living out of the moment.
I put my mind on people, places and left-over moments from my past, lingering there, living past painfully bad memories over and over.
My mood is often dark because I think too much and look at the mistakes I’ve never had the strength to finally get right.
I have been hurt like everyone in the world; yet, I don’t forgive myself or people who walked out of my life.
What is that last forever memory we should go to in the time when the mind wanders?
I don’t know if I could use it really often but I think I should have the courage to see how far I have come.
The second I move in the dark long past, I must go back to the place I am now with a mind of grateful things that I can grasp right in front of me.
And instead of a failure, see how everything that joined my past, light or dark, must have been made to teach me.
Only then will I live each moment regretting less and connected more to time and the blessing each moment has potential to bring.
